June 8,2009

so;;brandons viewing was today.
i can honestly say it was the hardest thing ive ever had to do.
he didnt even look like brandon.
i just didnt recognize him.
i miss him so much.
i dont know how im going to make it these next two years, let alone the rest of my life without him.
RIP Brandon Lee Ashley
Pulmonologist said I cant be in the ARMY.
that really upset me.
its all i ever wanted to do.
stupid astma.
two inhalers.
six refills.
i hate this.
but i do like this new guy.
<3

6/5/2009

Movies last night with Matt, Kacie, and Jordan. We tried to sneak into Hangover, but me and Kacie got stuck with Land of the Lost. It was LAME. Our movie was done in like 45 minutes, so we sat in the lobby for about 2 hours. There were so many people there with someone of the opposite sex. They were all on dates. I kinda wish it was me on a date and not with my sisters and our 'gay' friend. i dont know though.